I am happier now without you because I know I deserve more and better.

I adore you Lykke Li.

LOL

Just because me giving you a chance didn't come across my mind does not make me shallow. You're just not my type. No need to stop talking to me and making status about beautiful people being shallow directing it to me as well because you texted me about it. How old are you again? 12 or 17? I'm not writing about this because it bothers me, it's just really funny.

Back to my curly hair. #swag

Our days pass by constantly, and causally thinking about each other from time to time. But some days, not a word shared. It's at night that I think of you the most and hope you had a good day and that you will have one tomorrow as well. I miss you and I can't wait to see you this summer.

Let's fucking party hardcore, get over our hangovers and party some fucking more.

The most random thing I did today; Went to the beach.

This morning.

Stinky breath, eye crust and all.

I like having a blog, it keeps track of my transformation.

In all honestly, I stood home because I didn't feel like seeing anyone's face today. Yup, good enough reason for me to stay home and be a fatass.

I have to go to the library soon though and I'm going to dress the way I actually want too. Fuck this weather, It's not stopping me. I stepped outside today though with my brother while he smoked and I was talking to him about some things that made me feel at peace and one with myself and this strange guy stopped and startled talking to us and telling me that I should of been born around his era which was around the 80's because of the way I was talking. He even asked me if I smoked and listen to great music and I told him "fuck yeah to both" and he told me that he sense great spirit and soothing vibes from me. Which of course, made my day. And now just currently one of my friends told me that I'm becoming more badass. Oh, but I like this.


One with mind. Mind with one.

I still make room for our love, how foolish of me.

"I think we've always been on the same boat enduring the same currents just never turning the same way."

When I don't eat right during the day I wake up with the feeling of a hang over. I don't know why because it doesn't make any sense and I have that feeling now and there isn't much to drink or eat. I knocked out yesterday, forgetting about the world, feeling amazing because I was happy yesterday. I had a great day along with great weather and good laughs. Everything is falling into place every baby step I take. I like it this way.