Today's the last day of this beautiful May.

There's something about this summer that makes me love sweating and sitting on the streets enjoying a lucy and a smoothie with lovely people around me. I need to expand my circle more and hang out with more beautiful girlies<3!

I already have everything set for prom. I got my dress, my prom ticket, my date which is my bestfriend, my jewellery and after prom outfit:) Although, we don't have a ride yet because that's being really sketchy, I'm sure I'll have a ride. I'm excited yet again I'm not. But I know I am going to look great because I love everything that I bought.

I'm going to be spending the day with my family and I can't wait to feel the love throughout the bbqs, cakes, hugs and the catching up talks. I'm excited. This month has been such a beautiful month to me. I can already taste the new great memories for this upcoming summer. It's going to be great.

http://www.avederoutfit.com/

Me and My boo are on a website for our style <333

I like the non-stop babe calling.

I stood home today because well, I look the way I look. Haha, no, I just woke up really late and didn't see the point of going to school and I'm debating whether I should do my hair or not for tomorrow's award ceremony.

I love water, reggae, being barefoot and smiles.

I'm soooooooooooo HAAAPPPPY.

Today wasn't such a bad day.

It was pouring, drizzling and raining but I loved it. I found it so refreshing and beautiful for the earth and me. I didn't do anything but spent some time with my friend while he talked about his problems. I was pretty surprise on my advices because it was awesome and I didn't know where it was coming from exactly. But I'm assuming because of experience. I'm really sleepy. I felt like I haven't slept at all.

MIL

I went to school yesterday and was overly excited for the afternoon. I hopped on the train and waited impatiently for the stop coming that I had to get off. Every time it got closer, I would yell inside my head " OMG OMG, ONE MORE STOP!" I felt like such a little kid but I couldn't help it. I finally got off and of course, as usual, I looked at my reflection and made sure I looked great or at least decent enough to make me feel sort a pretty. I waited for a couple of minutes for him at our usual spot after I get off the train. Shortly after he came, we walked to Chipotle to eat some chips with avocado. Really yummy, we stayed there for a while talking and laughing. After so, we decided to go watch a movie in brooklyn and to get some icecream. But when we got there all the showings were pretty late. I had to pee really bad so I didn't really care much about the fact that I wasn't going to watch a movie. I just told him that we can walk around the park that was across from it. So me and him went walking around looking for places that I can go and pee in. We found this little shop were they had cookies, icecream and all that such. When I was all done we back to the park. He ended up picking a spot, right under a tree, I sat on a fence sorta thing, pretty high so I was dangling my feet while we talk and ate a cookie that we bought. Later on, I realize this gum looking thing next to me but I didn't pay mind to it because I just thought it was gum. For some reason, I looked at it again and realized it was a dead baby beautiful born bird. It broke up my heart  and so did his. I told him we had to buried it. I told him to put the bird into the plastic round thing we had where the cookie came in while I dug up a hole next to the tree and gather some flowers. He placed a leaf inside of it and then the baby bird right in the middle of it. I put two yellow flowers right next to the bird and some other white little petals. It looked so beautiful. I wanted to cry because I felt so bad. It was kind a of a gloomy day but while we were doing that the sun came up and we got happy because we felt good while we were digging up the hole to buried this bird. So we eventually got everything all settled, hands dirty, and place a rock above it and some flowers as well. I said a few things before I left to the bird. We were walking to this lake he told me about so we can wash our hands but ended up walking by a waterfall. We climbed up the fences and sat above the waterfall. Clearly, we weren't suppose to be there but it was to beautiful to say no to him when he offered to hop the fence. We talked and talked. It was really nice. I felt happy that we came at that exact time and couldn't watch a movie because placing the bird where it belonged and walking and sitting ontop of a waterfall beats a movie, anytime. Everything was so perfect. Later on, we grabbed a bite at some Colombian place and the waitress was so adorable. I couldn't believe this all happened in brooklyn but I'm glad, more than glad that it did. When we departed from eachother, I realized I got on the wrong train and so did he since he ended up on the same train I was after I realized I was on the wrong train. I don't know how it happened so perfect. But he came back because he was worried and I found that beyond cute.Tomorrow, We'll be going to some art galleries that are free and there gonna be a beers and such. I'm going to meet some of his friends and I hope that all goes well.

So everything all basically happened for a reason, with the movies and the take we took to get there.

Today was such an amazing day. Everything does happen for a reason.

I'm really tired because I had a long day. But I shall write about this tomorrow. <3 AHHHH, until thursday tame:)

I find it quite funny, really funny but in a pathetic way that a lot of these girls that claimed to be my friends flirt with my ex boyfriend. If only they knew. Haha, I'm so glad that's done with though. Oh man/ this is why I prefer guy friends any time over loads of girl friends. Bitches can't ever find their own because their all "swagged out" and walk with their heads inside their asses. Devouring over my left overs? Deleted. So disrespectful.

There's something about this picture I really like.

So I stood home today because I didn't sleep at all last night and I had a really bad cramps. I drank some tea, place some cold cucumbers under my eyes for my bags because to me, I'm becoming really ugly with them there. I just can't sleep and that needs to change. I'm going to get some sleeping pills. Anyway, I've been having quite a relaxing day. I just got off the phone with my dad who called to check up on me and tell me to be careful if I was going outside because of the weather and such. I really like when he does that. When he calls me, for anything good. It makes me feel so love and like his little girl again.