I love being nude.

It's embarrassing to know that you act a bit older then one of your parents or both. Like, come on, grow up a bit or handle your situations a bit different and more civilized. Anger clutters your spiritual growth. I'm spending this whole week looking for a job. Ah, tomorrow is August already. Milton's birthday is coming up soon and so is my dad's. I have a few ideas already that I'm going to get them.

All my bones are swirling into the outlines of a butterfly wings. An orange one.

Wow, I don't think I was ever going to say this.

I'm not sure, quite sure, if I want to be a teacher anymore. Not that I don't have the passion for it anymore because it still burns inside of me but there's so much to life to not have my mind opened on everything around me. To have my mind set on one thing seems to close minded to me, for now at least. Where I am at life, I need breathing room. Life is to beautiful to not experience, go around, talk to others to see where your mind is really at and your heart, importantly. I'm starting to love cooking and it's not because of the food. Just the idea that I can pour my love into something that I'm making for someone that they will later eat and feel the love and tell me if they like it or not. I feel like when people don't like food it's because the person who cooked it didn't make it with enough love  on their mind. It's the truth, if you really look at it from where I'm standing. Other than that, I love animals. It's also the idea of giving love and taking care of something and making them smile. And I want to do something about that, taking care of them, keeping them out of the wild where danger resides. I'm also great at typing really fast and not looking at the keyboard and still writing perfectly because I know where all the letters are at, I can take that somewhere if I wanted too. But that's the thing, I don't want to be sitting down. I have so much passions inside of me and there going to keep growing and growing. I'm in such a loving  mood and I'm not even that happy right now which is odd because I can't help but feel good about writing all of this. It's Bob Marley, I tell you, it's him that's making me feel like this. To wake up feeling a bit blue and to want to listen to his songs and read upon all the things he has said before makes life smile at you. He wasn't a fool when he said that people are going to keep listening to his songs because it's true.

I can't help but smile.

All these feelings that I'm getting because of one person amazes me. Not because he isn't great or anything because trust me, he is. But just the whole idea of it coming from just one person makes me smile. How powerful anything can be if you let it is quite amazing actually. Milton has become a huge part of how I think and he is always lingering inside my thoughts. He has been a very positive person to my life. We make two months on wednesday, haha.

You expected me to be sad & stressed? awww now you mad, while I flex!

I'm in loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

with this feeling.

Everything that upsets you is temporal. You are temporal. I’m temporal. Nothing matters enough to consume anyone.

Why let something consume you when it won't be the same tomorrow, next week or next year? Why let your soul weigh down?

Just be happy. Yes, it is that easy.

I can't fucking sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep.

I'm going to the zoo tomorrow! yay!:) I've been dying to go so I'm pretty excited. I'm actually just hyper in general. Blah! everyone's sleeping even Milton. BOOOO. I'm really hungry. I want pizza, m&ms ( the yellow bag) and cupcakes. FuCk.

I miss my nose piercing. :(

Cleaned out my room.

I threw out so much things today and fixed everything in my new room. I threw out a lot of past away and it felt so good and refreshing to know it doesn't leach to me anymore. Examples as in clothes, letters and little gifts that I no longer needed to hold or save. My room is much left on a brighter note and lighter. I'm making room for new things in my life.

I really want some cupcakes though. Pretty huge ones.

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