I am one big mess. One huge mess. Just a mess. I can never stick to something for longer than months or probably a year. I always want something new because i always get bored with what i am writing on. I always come to this no matter how long the time period is. I just do and i don't know why. Well i do and it's because i feel like i can really let myself go here. I just love writing and some days i want to share that with people, i want everyone to read what i have written and those days i leave this to another site that is way much advanced than this. I can't help myself. I have bought a book not to long ago and it's half way through. I don't even know what i write about half of the times im typing or holding a pen. I never repeat myself unless i mean something which are only a few words. I never know what i am writing after i read everything when im done. I just think. Think and think because i feel like when i don't think, im getting older, dull, boring and dumb. I don't know but that's what i think on me thinking so much. I'll only follow a few people who still have a blog spot. But i refuse to follow you. You always have something to say that i rather not read. Anyway, every time i want to go to a new place to write as in a site, i have to remind myself that tumblr or anything is not better than this.
Okay, i'm done with this rant.
When i get older, would i feel like i wasted my time on these blogs?
I dont know, but i hope i don't feel that way when i do get older because this makes me feel good right now and I think that's what matters the most.
