"I might not be as pretty as her or smarter or funnier. But i'm me and i want you to see that. Treat me as my own person. Don't ever compare me to her. Were both different and i might not know her but i'm surely positive that i am more of a greater person than her because i can love something she never could. And that's you."

I just finished speaking to an old friend of mine and boy, she gave me a piece of her mind. It killed me a bit. No, actually it teared me into pieces when she was telling me all the things she did. I told her what i wanted to tell her, all the things that was going on and how happy i was from time to time and how when i felt that happiness it was something i wanted to keep tasting for the rest of my life. She listened to each and every word i had to say. I felt it. She's that friend that destroys you in a insist but then builds you into a more amazing person you once stood as. After we said our goodbyes, she told me she was proud of me. How far i've gotten and how much i improved with how i see things now. She told me that the most thing she's proud of is how i never gave up on love because of everything i've been through and how i'm just loving stronger after that. It felt really confronting to hear that. I really love it when people tell me they are proud of me. It keeps me going. She told me to be safe and to actually take care of myself as in going to sleep early and eating right. I told her i will, but i don't know if i'll be doing that tonight. Because after speaking to her, i woke up. I wasn't sleepy anymore. I felt different some how. I probably didn't change physically, but emotionally and mentally i did. I don't know what to do right now but i want to do something. And i'm not talking about watching Naruto, but doing something physically different. While i was rambling to her, she told me to breathe. And i laughed because i'm never able to breathe when i have so much things to say. I have to much thoughts. Sometimes i feel like i'm going explode. I really like something she said between our conversation and i wrote it in italic up there. Anyway, the point of this all, is that i love people like her.