I need to know now if i'm able to go out for school shopping with Dylan.
I'm getting impatient.
My mother is sleeping right now and as me being nice, i want her to sleep because she deals with too much during the weekdays. But i can't wait any longer. I want to know now so i can tell Dylan to come over and then we can head out and shop and then go to his house later on. But shits, taking to long. If it were possible right now and i had enough money, i would move out.
I just need my space. I want to know that i can come home whenever and study or do whatever and not hear any one's mouth or deal with any bullshit. I understand that moving out so early and being independent at this age isn't a great idea but i really think i can do it if i have money and the support of my house hold family.
My dad's home, and knowing that he will be home during the whole week feels weird. I hope he gets those things done in the house because it needs to be done and i really hope i don't have to deal with any of his stuff that comes out of intoxication. I just want to be with you. One of the reasons why i am excited for school is because i get to be with you almost all those days.
Okay, i'm done.