It feels good.

To be awake at this time. To actually be able to wake up today. To know there's one more day for me. To have a full day ahead of me and get things done. To be able to be happy as i am right now. To descend into my thoughts and create. It feels good. It feels really good. I can't even begin to explain the depth of it. Today makes me want to say " I love life." I'm enduring my dreams and it makes me miss my dad's parents, i hope we visit them soon. I need to know that my dream wasn't true. That their love really didn't end because of her blood pressure. I need to know that my reality has to keep being better than my dreams.