Today i went to school and i finally fixed up my classes which took hours to do so. But i'm happy with my classes, which i will start tomorrow, so i can't wait for that. The only thing i don't like is that Dylan comes out a period later then me and i'm not sure what to do for that hour if i ever wanted to wait for him. But we will work things out and i also don't like how he's quite behind but i know he'll get his stuff together <33, i'll help if i have too. I was extremely tired and hungry so that had me constantly down but i tried my best to be happy and to talk a lot, like the usual, for Dylan. <3 I don't know if that worked out so well while we were at Bowne, but everything was better when we got away from everyone. It always is, actually. Anyway, besides the part of me seeing Cadet and Crystal, everything else had me in full disgust. I just really hate how people are and think at Bowne and how loud they are. Is it really that necessary to have a conversation with the whole auditorium when you're trying to talk to just one person? Anyway, I really can't wait to finish up my last year and basically start a new life when i go to college. Yesterday i did a ten minute work out and now i actually feel the pain so it's working. I shall stick to that for now.
When i was sitting down on the floor today waiting for the line to move, i told myself, what i think about myself is what really matters. And i have to keep reminding myself that, in order to get my goals done and feel good about myself. So i won't allow myself to be down because of this or that.
This year, i won't allow drama. You have my word for it.
But either way, i miss Dylan a lot. It sucks that we only can spend a few hours together and then depart. :/ And it'll be harder this year for us to see each other because he is going to be busy most of the year trying to catch up and stuff. But his baseball games. <333 I will surely take pictures of it. (: I might join the Bowling team and then probably Tennis, all depending if both of those teams aren't on the same season. And i will also have to speak to my mom about me joining it.
