http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zj1FifK3bbg&feature=related   :D

Once again, i've been debating on whether i should have a tumblr as a replacement. -___- Like i said before, i am a mess. I really just want to lay down and sleep but i can't because i don't want too. My mind is uncontrollably running around and i want to do something physically like always. It's keeping me up. I'm so physically bored yet there's so much things to do in my room. I have to clean this big pile of mess that i have of clothes and i have to transfer my English notes into that notebook i bought. I think i might clean my room but yet again i don't want to tend to it. I want to watch movies. Boy, if i get this job at Rite Aid, i'll kiss the grounds. I'll be able to get netflix and that's a win. I'm going monday by the way to speak to the owner of the place and hopefully he likes how i am. I'm going to look my best. I went to today but he wasn't there so yes monday it is! I'm starting to like this side of myself that is slowly peeling off and it's being impulsive. I'm starting to do things without any thoughts clouding my actions. And i like this because i'm starting to actually do things that i want to do.