I wish i had more friends that i can count on and spend nights with. Talking about nothing and baking until our hearts feel like exploding over a sugar rush. The ones who would never turn there back on you, not even for a second. The ones who won't bad mouth your name and judge you when you're telling them a story with no meaning. The ones who will be happy along with you in the mornings instead of dragging you down with negativity or acute comments. The ones who would never tip toe around your feelings. The ones who won't call you annoying  just because you walk like there's rainbows everywhere. The ones who will listen to your dreams and the taste of music you have. The ones who you can have a look with about almost anything and they'll understand you with out a word shared. The ones who won't get in the way of what you plan on doing to better your life. The ones who won't be secretly jealous of your other relationships dealing with whomever. The ones who won't mind tagging along, impulsively, when you ask them too. The ones who have a life of their own. The ones who are emotionally stable. The ones who support you with whatever blizzard ideas you have. The ones who won't hesitate to help you when you need it. The ones who understand your silence when you're hurt. The ones who stay for a long time. The ones who stand up for you no matter what when someone is talking trash about you. The ones who can watch endless movies with you. The ones who shop with you. The ones who are able to recommend good things for your mind and soul.

I need that type of friend.
I have one friend that i want to do all these things with, besides with Dylan. She knows who she is.
But other than that, i'm tired of what Bowne is offering me.