Monday, November 1, 2010

Open your eyes, this world does not get any prettier.

Trying to get my trust back is very slim and that goes to anyone that i will ever know and that i know now.
I hate lairs. And i know that i am one too, but i am only define as a white lair. I only lie to my mother sometimes on where i am at and who i am with and to teachers which is only based on excuses from being absent or why i didn't do homework. And when they believe me, they're to naive. Because i'm not even a good liar. Other than that, you will get the fully truth out of me. Nonetheless, i can't even lie beyond the two examples i gave you guys. I will feel to horrible.

I will never understand how and why people would even go through the trouble to lie. What is it really getting you? Where are you going with those lies you vomit? The thing about lying with me is that i will find out regardless on what the hell you tell me. Let it be the that very second, days after or months. But i will find out and when i do, you are no longer respected by me nor trusted. Lying does not make anything better. Lying does not get you far in life. Yes, the truth hurts. But i rather be hurt by the truth than lies. Lies make people feel like they aren't worth the truth. When people tell you that they are lying about something because they care about you, well it's quite the opposite.

When anyone lies, it's testing the intelligence of the person they are lying too.
I deal with enough at home so i don't need to be tangled in your webs.
The point is, i hate lairs.

And if i continue to speak to someone who has lost my trust, i am barely listening or it can simply mean that i can't imagine my life without you or it can be both. The majority of it all, i will cut you out of my life if i have too.

And if one takes back what they lost, it will mean a lot and our bond will  be a lot stronger. But trust me dearly so, it will take a very long time for this to ever happen. So if you want to stay in my life, you are better off being honest.