Farewell 2010, you've been a hell of a year.

I have no clue where to start, where to dig to start this post. I guess i'll start off with the things that were bad about this year, so i can get that out of the way. The drama that crawled out of everyone's mouth when everyone found out that me and Dylan startled to have a relationship, the one friend who i thought was going to stick around showed me her true colors and i'm happy that friendship ended as quickly as it did because no one wants something negative like that in their life, the problems that had to be dealt with because when you care about someone you want to work things out no matter what the situation is, the stress of applying to college and staying on top of your grades when all you want to do is stay home and sleep, the tiny bit of depression that i swelled into in the middle of the year. But all in all, through the bad events of this year, i've learned a lot. And i'm not just saying that to say it, i really have. I learned some layers of myself that i never knew existed and i also let new layers form in making me a happier, positive and stronger minded person. The good things, of course weigh out the bad and i'm happy that it does. I'm happy that i've spent this year with great memories and there's one more coming which is tonight's party. I've experience a lot as well through out this year and some are to personal to post on this blog. Meeting Animal Collective this year was probably the cherry on top of everything that did happen. I like how my friendship with Cadet has grown and it will keep growing because our personalities blend well. My relationship with my mother has come to a better understanding of each other. Ahhh, i also loved how i got to experience banana muffins. So damn good. I'll never forget those people who made me feel on top of the world when i needed too. One thing that i'll always be glad about is the relationship me and Dylan had and is still forming. Every day after school we'll spend time with each other, talking, eating and watching anime. Those are days to live for. Getting my first job this year was pretty sweet too, since i've already learned a lot. But i already want a new job and i'm already looking into that. This year has made me smile and laugh about more than i thought i was able to do so. Watching movies until morning was one of my favourite things of this year. This beautiful snow has made everything more beautiful and cold. Also this year has taught me how to deal with certain things as well.  2010 has been a great year and tonight, i will make sure it has a great celebration that it deserves. Dylan is coming over in a little bit because we want to see each other before the new year and he'll finally meet my dad. I can't tell you guys, how i'm going to be next year or how things are going to unfold but i know that i can't wait to see how things will be. And besides, as soon as it hits January 1, that makes two more months until my damn birthday. A head start cheer to 2011.