I really miss the way we were. We were actually happy. We barely had any fights and when we did, it would be forgotten in less than an hour. Remember that? I miss how everyday after school we would go and order some Chinese food and watch anime until i had to leave. Remember that too? I miss how we use to lay down and just talk and those random pictures you would take of me looking down. I miss the dreams we once shared.  I miss feeling butterflies. Remember when i told you that's how you caught my heart because of those two straight weeks of butterflies? I really miss us. I miss everything about us, not just these things. I miss you the most  though, i miss how everything felt so meaningful even the looks you would give me and when you would hold my hand really tight when i was mad so i won't let go. Remember Dylan?  I miss how it was just us, not anyone else or lies. I miss being able to naturally trust you. I miss feeling like the queen you treated me to be or all the silly nicknames you would give me. I miss how we loved each other's flaws and embraced it.  Now i'm crying because where the hell did we go?