I want some coffee. Want to know why? Because that's the only real time i'll say whatever the hell i feel like saying because i'm too hyper to bite my tongue and stay shut. Well drinking coffee isn't the only thing that makes me do this, like when i don't sleep at all and or when someone is just getting really annoying. I'll tell them. I'm never the type to tell someone how i truly feel because i can honestly say i live by " if you have nothing nice to say, don't say it at all." Which i concur and i think more people should live by it because well damn, we will live in more of a better world, even if it changes a little. I don't where i'm going with this but i felt like writing. And the reason why i want some coffee is because i like talking. I like telling people what's on my mind, my dreams and what i  believe in. Yes, those are the conversations i like. When someone questions about my beliefs just so i can talk about it and to show them were i stand. I like that a lot. I like it when someone tries to find out about what kind of person i am and what kind of things i been through to be the person i am today. I think that's really interesting. There's so many different kinds of people out there. And i can bet they're all beautiful in their own way. Talking about different kinds of people, i've been thinking about how i really want to go to Spain. I know i've said this before but i can't wait until i go. Whether it's with someone or not, i'm going. Company would always be nice, but i am not depending on that. One thing i also want to do before i settle in with family or husband. I want to room-mate with different kinds of people, let it be all at once or one by one. I just want that. I want to experience things like that before i settle down. I want to be able to tell myself that i've been there and be happy about it.