These winds make me feel alone. Everyone is sleeping and maybe i should too. But i don't want too. I never do. And i don't know why. Wait, i actually do know why, i'm just to lazy to backspace now and delete what i just wrote about not knowing why i can't sleep. I rather sleep in the daylight because that is when i feel safe and less lonely. I dream about forgetting the past and being happy with you but it's hard because i'm in pieces and you don't know that yet. You will though, after you read this post. I want that March feeling to last. Why does that happen to relationships? When they hit bumps on the road, they lose the spark they once had. I don't understand. I don't want to understand either. I just want to stop feeling lonely.