It feels accomplishing to be the one that makes yourself feel beautiful and great without anyone's help. But sometimes you get tired of it, well not necessarily tired but in the sense of that it'll feel better if someone made you feel beautiful and great without even trying. And in the sense that you want someone else to make you feel that way without expecting it is comforting. There's two different kinds of people in this world. One that, knows what affection is and yearns for it. The other that doesn't know what affection is and still yearns for it.