My big brother is over today and I guess it isn't as bad as I thought it was going to feel. We've chatted a little and he bought me pizza, nothing big. I've been cooking and cleaning all day. I feel like such a house wife and for the first time, I like it. I like knowing I'm going to make people happy with me cleaning and cooking so that makes me happy. Especially, I like taking care of people. I'm starting to get really good at cooking:) which makes me excited! I can't wait for tomorrow, job hunting all around Steinway mother fuckersss with my friends and then Tuesday <33333333