It's this weird feeling that has grown inside of me today. But it's a good feeling, a really good one. I don't feel like questioning anything, taking everything as what it appears to me and leaving it that way. I'm just happy and I feel like when I question things in my life, I hop off that seat and I don't want that. I just want too keep smiling. What I realized today is that it should never matter how far you are going to do something or see someone because as long as you're coming back home happy and not being able to stop smiling in this content feeling should only matter. Everything is just going really nice and I like it.