It's been so hard to actually get along with my mom and it sucks so much. It really tears me apart. It's hard to work with someone who always bluntly or sub consciously compares you to her other daughter all the time. Yes, she has come a really far way and I'm happy for her. But I am my own person and I wouldn't be following the same steps as her. I don't understand why my mom cant figure that out. Ive been having my attitude with her and although I know things shouldn't be handle that way but my mom is weird. I can't be nice to her and expect her to understand me. I keep telling her to stop treating like a 15 year old. But my parents have told me that if I get a job I can basically do whatever I want too do. Which makes me happy of course. And if I have to leave their comfort home to be on my own and show them that I am my own person then I'll freaking do it. I can do anything i put my mind to. It just sucks, it really does.
