Just because something was good yesterday doesn't mean it'll be good today. You have to appreciate what you had once you had it and if it's gone tomorrow, just smile.

I always feel like I'm high.

It's this weird feeling that has grown inside of me today. But it's a good feeling, a really good one. I don't feel like questioning anything, taking everything as what it appears to me and leaving it that way. I'm just happy and I feel like when I question things in my life, I hop off that seat and I don't want that. I just want too keep smiling. What I realized today is that it should never matter how far you are going to do something or see someone because as long as you're coming back home happy and not being able to stop smiling in this content feeling should only matter. Everything is just going really nice and I like it.

The color liptsick I got:)
It's orange and pinkish.<3

I had a good day today. Now I'm just dying to go home and eat. I've been dying to pee too. I feel like its eating my kidneys. Yes, it's that serious.

No clue

It's been so hard to actually get along with my mom and it sucks so much. It really tears me apart. It's hard to work with someone who always bluntly or sub consciously compares you to her other daughter all the time. Yes, she has come a really far way and I'm happy for her. But I am my own person and I wouldn't be following the same steps as her. I don't understand why my mom cant figure that out. Ive been having my attitude with her and although I know things shouldn't be handle that way but my mom is weird. I can't be nice to her and expect her to understand me. I keep telling her to stop treating like a 15 year old. But my parents have told me that if I get a job I can basically do whatever I want too do. Which makes me happy of course. And if I have to leave their comfort home to be on my own and show them that I am my own person then I'll freaking do it. I can do anything i put my mind to. It just sucks, it really does.

Hello sweet November

You have been quite a catch.

Hello, I just downloaded an app to blog as much as I want.

I'm utterly excited. Now I can blog while I walk or wait for my coffee. Ahhhh, well good morning blog and it feels so good to be back. I've been selling little parts of my soul to the Internet. As in tumblr, twitter and the usual Facebook. I should stop right!? I think I should. Sell my soul to art and reading. I am reading this book by the name of eat pray love and it's amazing. I actually have to renew it today.